- It instead kept me chained to a butt load of useless and meaningless work I had to do day in and day out, for years!!!
All the effort I put in and I never got much higher than %60 - meaning I passed by a hair.
All the work, effort and ENERGY I put into school and my tests were never past %60!
The work I had to do had no connection to reality; my heart path... so my heart just wasn't in it. (Naturally)
When It Interests Me
I work hard and I can remember things with accurate precision in terms of details, when it interests me.
But trying to make me remember trivial things which bare no relevance to my life path (and which may actually be a fictional story, which is told as truth) well its like making a fish climb a tree. - Its not gonna happen.
The Social Pressure
Parents get mad when you get something wrong.
Its like you can put in all this effort, get %90 right, but they only focus on the things that didnt happen - you get no congratulations on the answers you got right - they just look for what is wrong. Its like a punch to the gut!
People see you differently when you are categorized into grades - they either look up to you or look down on you and either way its distortion. We need to look at one another from our heart; centered; eye to eye.
The Pressure And Stress Is Insane!
The whole social energetics of School (programming/de-education) can have huge detrimental effects on self worth. We see it as depression, fits of anger, suicide, ect.
Are We Stupid?
Some are not able to conform to being lower levels of themselves. And this is causing them to be told (indirectly and/or directly) that they are stupid or not normal because of this - often causing them to hate themselves.
- All for not being able to regurgitate meaningless information.
And Sometimes because of this inability to eat crap and regurgitate it, kids are being forced to take hazardous drugs for they're inability to waste they're time de-educating themselves.
We are not stupid - We are each unique and we all have a life purpose we need to discovery.
Some get demolished before they even get started.
Be Strong And Be The Change You Want To See In This World!